I currently not in a stable state of mind. I don't know what went wronged. I don't know why did I behave this way and have this kind of feeling. It feels like I slowly drowning in my own negative thought. I tried to be positive. I did. But nothing changed. I persuade myself that it will be fine. Everything will be alright.
But...
It just become worst.
Things didn't go like what I have planned. I tried to fix my fault but things doesn't get any better. I slowly get tired with all of this. I try to forget everything that had happened. I keep saying it is okay. But it is not. I know because I have this error kind of feeling through out these weeks. It just don't feel right to be here. It feels like I don't belong here. I just don't feel great anymore.
Im useless.
Im not good enough.
Im bad at everything.
Im at the edge of breaking down.
